I dont want to hurt you.....
maybe i am cruel now.....
but it's the most possible decision from me by now.....
i dont really know whether do i love you or either like you......
however i just feel horrible when i am in love.....
this kind of relationship is just troublesome.....
i want to halt it.....
but it's just reaching the halfway......
and i cant make up my mind to break this for a sudden.....
i keep on dragging.....
thinking that you will forget about me slowly.....
however......
it doesnt really work out nicely....
what is happening is that......
i dont even know what i want!!
it's difficult to make a decision......
it's not a piece of cake.....
thinking that i will never be able to tell you that you are just too special and i cant treat you like that......
i broke the promise......
and i mended it back.....
i am just LOST!!!!
Losing self-control and self-confidence.....
cant blame you on this.....
but please dont try to get close me anymore.....
since i am not a medicine for your heart......
but a poison to your soul.....
Let Go youRsElf and.....
PleaSe jUsT lEt Me Go....
