Today is 19th April 2015....
it is already more than a week that our relationship has slightly changed........
now when i start to reminisce what we have done before the war.....
i found that what made me angry before this is still because i love you so much......
For quite some time....
after i sleep by your side...
after i always give you hugs....kisses at anytime and any places....
after i have been so initiative and taking the leads as always.....
finally one day i felt that perhaps i shouldn't be like this.....
i hope you can tak actions first.....
just a hug or a kiss will do.....
maybe....
when i am cooking....you give me a hug from the back....
when i am sleeping...you give me a kiss on my forehead....
when i am angry....you show me your flying kiss face.....
when i am happy....you can hug me with a spin.....
That's all i was thinking at that time....
but it never happened.....
until today...
it's already more than a week that i am still in a cold war fighting with you.......
you cant break through the ice of my heart....
because you have lost a lot of chances.....
because you have wasted a lot of time....
because you dont even understand what i want the most....and what i aspect of...
because in this period....you even released your anger by throwing thing into the rubbish bin......
At that moment onwards....i knew i shall say goodBYE to you.....
At the beginning....is because of a stupid reason that i angried with you.....
and at the end.....is still because of a stupid reason that i said inside my heart that i must break up with you....
Ho Kah Wai.....
do you know it is a bit too late that you are now keep on persuading me....
keep on retrieving my love.....
keep on being fool around me....
i want to love you like last time once again.....
but you have isolated our love for more than what i can withstand.....
And Now.....
i can't pick up the long lost love anymore.....
loving you is not that easy anymore.....
i need to regain my faith in you.....
i need to collect back all the broken pieces of my heart......
i need courage and strength.....
because i know once i say YES again.....
as times pass......you will still become lazy and passive in this relationship again.....
我清楚知道你不是热情减退。。。。
我清楚明白你是在享受细水长流的爱情。。。。
但是我更清楚了解一段长久刻苦铭心的爱情是需要互相配合，互相还怀着激情。。。
才能让这一段感情持续升温。。。
我只是偶尔任性。。。偶尔需要你给我不同的反应。。。。
如果每天都是一样。。。
那么我们的爱情真的是太平淡了。。。。
请你也和我一起努力。。。。
在适当的时间刺激一下我们的爱情。。。。。
It doesn't matter how you do it....
I just want our love to be ALIVE.....
Let it Grows and Glows......
Please......
