Wednesday, December 31, 2008

我看不起我自己.......

我也不知道为什么我今天以此作为我的头衔........事实上我的中文zhi星无法运作,所以我从 google 里输入单词然后一个接一个地放在这里,所以也许会有点怪怪的........haha! 所以非常不便.....haih!!!!!



其实我真的想用中文来写部落ge.......because words in mandarin are more "colourful and meaningful" for me/.........but it is really hard to type one by one in google search........i wanna die!!!!! haih~~on 30th of december......that day was my parent's off day.........they brought us to "YOk Fok Moon" to eat dim sum...........and choong hou's shop is located opposite of "yok fok mon".......actually i didnt think that i will saw him or 碰上......结果命运耍了我们.........我已经向上帝祈祷.........说希望他能忘掉我...........希望我能成功地隐藏自己..........But What Is fate!!!!!!!!! Made us could not take it easy...........made us could not forget it............GO DIE LAH^^~!!!!!!! haih.......



可是是他先看见我的,过了一段时间...............我收到他的短信..............在SMS里...........he said.......:"eat dim sum ah? haha"...........then i felt shock.........to receive his message........but that time i havent reloaded........so couldn't reply him.........after that.......i reveived the second message..........he said:' why didnt reply me geh? angry me already??"...........
I decided to reply him and say YES............because he always treat me 忽冷忽热,让我止息.........但现在像感觉对不起我一样........这算什么妈??!!


天啊!!!! 为什么这样对待我!!!!! 为什么不干脆的放弃??!!!!! 为什么??!!!!! 告诉我啊! 笨蛋! 傻瓜! 愚蠢的笨蛋!!!!! 气死我了!!!!!!!!!!!


其实不提不表示不喜欢...........我仍然非常喜欢你,但是是另一种方法的喜欢.........是相同于爱........尽管是另一种途径..........但它仍然是喜欢与爱........因此你不能说我不喜欢你,不爱你! 而是不同的共同..........共识..............所以我爱你!!!!!~~~


This is my first post for this year 2009..........and my last post for the year 2008..........Goodbye to 2008 and welcome to 2009!!!!!! i hope this year will be different and challenging year for me! SPM is my friend for this year and i decided to make good friend with it to make 2009 a success in my life.........WONG CHOONG HOU>......./remember i am not giving you up..........i am just changing my miss and love into a different way..............LOve will still go on.............and love will stop until i am not LIM QIN SHI anymore.............is it ok?? If you think you can,then you really can! JIA YOU**Sarang HaeYO~!



GOODBYE To 2008~~
WelComE to 2009~~


GooDbYE to MichAel Wong~~
WelComE to WonG ChOOng HoU~~


GoodByE tO cLoeY liM~~
WelCoMe tO LIm qIn sHi~~


gOodBye tO PMR~~
wElComE To SPM~~


GoOdbYe tO F4~~
WELcome TO F5~~


GoodbYe TO PeraK StAdIuM~~
wELcOmE to KL WorLD MarChIng BAnD~~

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Foreseeing my FUTURE~~

Today i am not feeling good.......
I didnt online for few days.....and i have missed hwee mein's comment.......she told me she has to go NS on 28th december........but today only i online..............i saw her message......but it was too LATE!

I has missed the change to wish her good luck.......i has missed the chance to chat with her for the last time......now she has gone...........and i feel like "dui bu qi" her........now i really scrambling~! Really sorry HWee MeIn!~~Hope you can come back here with smilling face and will not have any incident that happens to you! JIA YOU**

School is going to reopen soon.........so today me and my sister will start cleaning up the rooms.......and gotong royong like that lah........very happy is tomorrow and totomorrow is my parent's off days......we can go out to eat and shopping! yeah^^ happy......hehe~! erm........these days i also didnt find him to chat lu......i think i have woke up! If he doesn't want to forgive me or chat with me.....then i know i should hide myself....dont let him see me!........then he will slowly forget the appearance LIM QIN SHI loh.........AM i clever leh?? hehe........WOng Choong Hou* this is the chance that GOD gave me to really stop myself from jumping down to a BIg huge Hole! and GOd also gave you the chance to forget the unhappy things........so we both must jia you! Bekerjasama.........and Work together to break this silly relationship........

**Wong Choong Hou**

The last few words that i wanna tell you is you must take care of yourself......stop hurting yourself and others like june......studying hard in your segi college and your lovely course.........Bussiness.......JIA YOU*

The last...........>>>>>>>





~I LOVE YOU~

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Time Flies when We aRe having FUN*

Yesterday was my first time to celebrate christmas!

I went steven tuition at 9am to 11.30pm.....then went to parade to get high in KBOx until 4pm.......after that i went to seok fun's house with yen peng........not enough........we still went to GREENTOWN to celebrate angel's birthday and Christmas...........^^Still Wasn't enough??? haha......after the dinner.......me and pooi kuan......my chicken mother......went to her house again*until now.......i only got time to write my blog........hehe! yesterday was really a Excellent moment and memory for me! Thank You GuyS^^



Actually i wanna write in mandarin de.......but no "zhong wen zhi xing"......so nvm ler! hehe~~

These days i also couldn't sleep well.......often lack of sleep......and i need to hear some music or songs......turn around my body.......after 1 or 2 hour.......i could still remain awake!.......i hate this kind of feeling......tired but could not sleep.......is the worst thing ever!



I don't know whether this situation cause by him a not.......because i often think about him at night.......think about pass......think about now........think about future.......all memories also containing him.......there are all clean and beautiful scenarios........so maybe all this made me couldn't sleep at night ler.....haha! haih...........! last few days he still got choi me de......and we were like friends.......talked about anything......but since yesterday......he treated me cool_ly....he didnt reply me........or just replied one or two words.......i still remember! the word that he often reply is 'NO'......and the question that i often ask is "Are you working now?".......haih! i often think.......why we cannot go back to the original place??! I mean not couple but friend.........why he cannot accept this relationship? I know i hurt you before.........but can't you just forget about it and turn a new leaf??!



Is it really hard for you to learn how to forgive a person that hurt you before>/?!

I think maybe you should thank me!!!!!!!!! because not me........you wont turn into this kind of boy@! you will never learn how to hate someone like me.........you will never know how to get into gangster club...........you will never see naked woman! you will never get into art class...........you will never get the chance to hit people by chair! you will never ever know how hurt i am to make you change after this!!!!! I hate myself............i hate you! why..~~~~~~!!!!!!!!
I shouldn't break with you that time....!!!!! i shouldn't let you go that time! why i acted so stupidly! am i a mug??! Yes.i dO! i Am a Mug! Stupid fellow.....POOR Fellow!
If last time i didnt break up with you.....we will be a sweet couple now! you will be my lao gong zhai.......and i will be your lao po zhai! Is really SweeT^ i AM Too Stupid..........Sorry!..........Sorry^^CH*,,,,,,FOrgive ME PleasE! Forget About IT! Please fOrget about those Bad and worse...........and even worst memories.........
Remember only sweet and valuable of me.........PLEASE!


****THANK YOU****

Monday, December 22, 2008

3 days 2 nights at KL.....looking towards to Christmas!

I came Back Alredy...^^Miss me?? i know you wont.....haha! but this trip i dont know whether it was a happy one or a desperate one........because sometimes i laugh......sometimes i cry,......hard to handle all these............but overall it was a nice trip lah**haha...........i am now looking towards to the christmas party that we organized our own de..........quite interesting.....because i can do what i like the most! it is SINGING^^* Shuang^haha~`
Haih......actually i was quite lazy to write blog liao......hehe! because these days my brothers always online.......make me no time to on.....so if on also play friendster or msn..........very hard to have some time for blog.....now making me lazy to write! haih........too bad!!

ok lah.......share some things with you all lah.......at KL leh......i had been to many shopping centres.......first day is sunway pyramid......the curve and one more i have forgotten.....haha! the next day we went to KL......first station was Berjaya Times Square.......after that pavilion and the last one we went back to subang jaya...........then of cause we visited subang parade lah! haha.......i bought 2 clothes,1 jean and 1 sweater.......i love the sweater very much.....i have decided to wear it on christmas that day......but bu she de.........so let see lah! haha.............erm!~i am glad that i now didnt hate ch anymore.......we were chatting during this 3 days 2 nights trip......he told me he was also at kl........his shop is located near times square only......he called me to find him and he will treat me eat..........but how could i do that??!! my aunties and cousins were all there.........haha!! later they will tell my parents that i go see Bf.......haih**Dissapointing! haih**


Haih......i have no time to continue writing lu........nvm! i got many photos......let you all see beh!

See is better than read........haha!

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Form 5 FarewEll Party In MPH

HAih!!!!! FarewELl Again........i dislike farewell party..........because i dont want them to go!
This year farewell is just one small part of the 5 days camp......although it was just few hours........we were all happy and got together...........we cried like babies on the stage..........singing my favourire songs........."ni men shi wo de xing guang"......"there'll be"..........and so on......~~
Gan Dong and sad!!!! wuwuwu............

Actually this badge of form 5 really treat us very good! Great seniors of cause!
We play together.......cry together.........work together........sometimes will have quarell a bit......but this doesnt matter!! because we are not the same......we will have our own opinion and idea...........so we cannot be perfectly no quarell or fight..............but after this...............we will learn! learn something new..........call "tolerate"........we are much developed now! we can lead our own juniors like you all........bring this band a fortune! A surprise and amaze! So...........Form 5 seniors! I really fond to all of you...........Love you ALL**

I hope you all will have a better and brighter future............and please dont forget us! come back often to see us!!!!!!!!

(changing feeling)

Haih! i have changed a new hp.......my favourite! i have waited for so long to see it's appearance! finally i succeed!!! yeah............my hp is W595.......i must remember! i bought it on 15th of december.....until now.....i think i have been using for 4 days only......haha! but i am not too happy lah.....because i want to buy green de! but the shop owner said just got blue......so i had no choice lah......but i am not regret..........because it is very yeng too! haha........


YEah! tomorrow i will go KL to shopping and of cause ice-skating..........very syok!!!!! haha.......
I am going to go there by train at around 4am tomorrow.......i think i will be quite tired......so after this i am going to sleep and take a nap first!!! haha............i went to kai ning's house on tuesday and wednesday.......played PS2 non-stop.......but something made me felt bad! it was because of him..!! i asked many people to lend me football...because i like to play football with kai ning! she is my sifu!!!! all of them also said dont have.....but fortunately ch said he got......he will lend me! then i asked him to bring out to his shop and i will go and take....he said ok! but that day,i sms him to bring it out...but no responce,so i decided to call him! but he dare to tell me he was still sleeping! then nvm,,,,i went to jusco first! but he whole day also like has died...no responce! i really very angry! then after watched movie...i called him again! he told me he was plaing golf.....ever go to his shop to help! i also dont know why he wants to tell lies! how can promise something but finally ends up with nothing de! how can this kind of people behave like this! i really very hate him/1! i think he wants to play fool on me only! because i treated him badly last time.....so this time i deserve it! i know.....so i let him play loh! and he also promised to call me.....i thought he wants to explain to me why he will like no responce,but it was also a lie! my heart had broken! this story telling me that he is not the ch that i met before! he is not true~ a bad boy !!!! hate hate hate^!!!!!!!!!


haih.....nvm lah! forget about it ba!! i think this two days,i just had 8 hours of sleeping time......haha! plus tomorrow i need to wake up at 2 something am..........sure will be filthy tired! so i sleep first lah! haha.......i will come back on sunday............so this will be my last post for this week! dont miss me ya^^haha...........BYE!!!!!!!

Saturday, December 13, 2008

My BelovEd_JJ~

YEah! Today i am quite happy.........
Although yesterday i was not able to go to parade to see my beloved JJ*........Down!
Today i finally got chance to "see" him.............in the Televisyen lah*
He is So cute! Chubby baby Face! A bit Podgy in shape lah^^ haha........But IIs Cute!
He is good in singing in LIVE......Sound So Nice and wArm.......!
When It was his turn to sing.......I was SO happy!
I took out my camera........got a great of view of the televisyen......capturing his photos non-stop........sometimes i was quite angry that my "lao yeh" camera was acting too slow that i always missed capturing great photoS!!!!! haTE^.........but i still able to capture many nice photos lah.......
Haih********actually it was really a big depression that i could'nt go to see him in parade! LIVE too leh!!!!!! Gik Sei ME LERRRRR^*~~~~~!!!!

After Mumbling about all this about JJ! Here comes the Love Story Of /MysElf!
(changing of feel~~)


Yeah!!!!!!!~~
Actually dont know is happy thing or despair thing lah......because i finally get closer to him now.......we got sms and call each other ler......i feel very happy and touch*
Because my dream came true!
We can still be friends although we had broken up!
This is great and i should appreciate what it is now! This can be the great thing for me right now......!
Today i saw him.......incidentally!
My sister was fetching me to KC Leong at 2.30pm........i Wanted to drink the "leong fen" and buy reload card,so i asked her to fetch me there........after drunk.......we passed by his shop.........when my sister turned to a corner......there was a small little jam........
Suddenly my sister shouted out! :'It is choong hou's car!!'
I was shocked and asked her :"really? where??!!!"
She said was the car in front of the taxi............the jam was caused by his car!!!!!! haha.......
I asked her how do you know it is his car?
She replied she saw his car before.....and she knew that the car has some disigns at the back mirror.......got some pink in colour words!
Then i alighted to buy reload card.........
After a few seconds.........i received his call.........but that time i was talking with my mother........so i missed answering it.......then a message came......
It was his message of cause!
He said my sister not pass in driving.......
I didnt understand..........so i asked him"what do you mean?"
then he replied......."I call you"
Tak sempat untuk saya hantar balik mesej dia...........panggilan "choong hou" telah mendering.....!
He told me that my sister was blocking his way to park his car......i shooted back him because it was he who caused the traffic jam.......because his car was halted in the middle of the road......causing the taxi and my sister's car couldn't pass through..........
After 1 minute of quarelling.......i had to end the conversation because i had reached kc leong there..........i was quite despair..........because serendipity gave us a chance to talk over the hp.........but just 1 minute! haih...........NVM! quite enough for me de lah**LIM QIN SHI!!~Dont Greedy!...........

Today............when we were sms-ing........he suddenly called me dear........
I didn't know whether he was testing me or really sent wrong message.......so i just ended it up with my way.---->>haha~! like that.........

Haih..........Sometimes i feel that he doesn't want to chat with me.........because sometimes he just replied me a few words.......making me very fish loh! like fan gan him............but sometimes he will say......"you are still like last time......so cute"........haih! i really dont know what is his mind thinking!!!!! If he can tell me exactly what he is feeling or thinking now...........i foresee myself will feel better than now..........get away from guessing.........and curiousing..........

WCH>>>>>>Tell Me What Is in Your Mind NOW^^^^!!!!!!!!!! ExactLY**

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

The Learning Of LIFE>>>

It Has Been 2 weeks i didnt touch on my BLOG........sorry ya^^
these days i got 2 camps to attend.....the first one is cameron highlands leadership camp.......# days 2 nights......from the 1st december to 3rd december...then on 5th of december to 9th of december.....5 days 4 nights camp in school...........it was a band camp.......
First of all.....i need to talk about the cameron camp.......it was very interesting and really taught me a lots and lots of things,,,,,,perhaps it had been a very good experience for us.........
This camp taught us how to communicate with everyone around us.........
Actually we got 3 categories of human beings here.........
The first one is visual........then auditory..................finally kinestetic
What is mean by visual......??????
Visual is talked about people who use mainly their eyes to look or remember something........
They like to "see" things through their eyes........
They like to do planning and always like clean and tidy pictures........of cause i am not lah.haha!

The Next is Auditory..........
Auditory is talked about people that like to use mainly their ears to hear or remember things,*
They seldom look at the people who talk to her or him......but will use their ears to listen to them......everyone will say auditory people do not respect them because didnt lok at them when they are talking,but this is exactly onot like this!!!!!! And they like MUSIC very much......without music they cannot stur.....canot remember things and anything.......after this........i think you will know is talking about me!!!! wahaha^i am this kind of people! hehe....

the last one is Kinestetic.....
I dont know whether i got spell wrong a not lah! haha
This kind of people like to move and is very active.....
They cannot sit still for a long time.....they like to play and talk nonsense around........
This kind of people cannot do job that just sit in the office but can find jobs such as salesman and so on lah! hehe..........

In this camp.....i also learned team work and self-disiplin loh!
I ate the original onion.......! i had never ate before!!!! it was a challenging task for me! really very EXICTING......!!!!!!!
We had Played amazing race......the KIms game........Tennis ball game....team spy and so on! all these were meaningful!!!!! thank God that i got the chance to attend this camp!!!! I very hope that i got the chance to attend this camp again in the future!!!!!! hehe^^^^^

Finally is my band camp..........just ended yesterday............
We had oganized a farewell for form 5 students and a Grand Passing Out parade for them too........POP was a new and this year only organized one.......
We got concert of junior band and senior band...........Yesterday we had done our best on it^^^ and we had got praising from our fierce coach.....plus conductor>>>.MR.Ho!
I felt proud of all our band members mainly Form 5!!!!! They are extremely great seniors and friends too^So i hope you all will stay in the band and dont leave us forever!!!!! remember!!!!
I loVe You all GUyS!!!!! Jia YOu***