今天天空的颜色是棕色的..........
为什么？
那是因为我不快乐..........
为什么我会提出这个题目？
那是因为我感受到~~
我不知道我是否立场太坚定.........
把自己逼疯了。。。。
可是我绝对认为容忍是会导致气喘的。。。。。因为它发生在我身上！！
前几天，还没放假的时候。。。。。。。没记错的话，应该是星期四。。。。。我肯定不会记错！因为那天还我连续倒霉了很多很多*年*。。。。。。
故事从我的两个学校老师开始。。。。。我称她们为老师甲和老师丙~~
老师甲今天突然“心血来潮”。。。。。。无端端借了另外一个老师的节。。来跟我们谈我们班的“终生大事”。。。。。。。她并不是这么讨人喜欢。。。。。所以我们也是随便敷衍她便算了。。。。。。。。可是她却得尺进里。。。。。。竟然说个没完没了！导致我们班迟到去老师丙的课。。。。。。她却还假淅淅地推卸责任。。。。。。说是我们自己不愿下去！真令人狰！！！！！！恨不得把她丢进马桶，拉水，把她冲到尼洛江去！！！！！
等到我们去到老师丙那里。。。。。老师丙的脸色已经黑得不得了！她自责我们为什么常常犯同样的错。。。。。明知道她不喜欢学生迟到。。。。。。她还所只要在犯多一次。。。。下次她就不教书，只是用屁股对着我们。。。。。。随便乱来。。。。。。然后每次只是抄东西。。。。。。。其实这一招老师丙去年也有用过。。。。。所以我真的很害怕。。。。
我们便跟她解释。。。。。可是她说她不要听！！！这时整班一起闹轰轰起来。。。。。。全部都在讨论或是批评老师甲。。。。。害人害己！真不应该！！！！！气死人了！！
看到这种画面。。。。。我真的好害怕！因为我真的很喜欢上老师丙的课。。。。。。如果我们班在继续吵下去。。。。。。老师丙必定会实行去年的教学方式。。。。。。我真的很想拍桌子，站起来，，，喊一句：“不要再吵了！”。。。可是我没有这种勇气。。。。。没有这种胆量。。。。。。毕竟我在班上，什么地位身份也没有。。。。。。怎能发威呢？？~~
结果我忍气吞声。。。。。静静地不出声，只是盯着那些吵死人的“大苍蝇”。。。。。。希望她们能明白忍一时，风平浪静的道理。。。。。。咳！！！！为什么她们就不能看一看老师丙的脸色做人吗？？ 在这么尴尬的场面还敢说话的人。。。。。。真是令我佩服的五体投地！！！！！折服。。。。。折服啊！！！！！咳。。。。。。糟糕！
第二部分是昨天发生的。。。。。。。也是我一辈子都无法忘怀的噩梦！
昨天本来是很开心的。。。。。。上学的最后一天。。。。。舒舒服服的上课。。。。。高高兴兴的放学。。。。放学后还可以去麦当劳吃我在2009年的第一杯冰淇淋。。。。。。真是爽到极点!!!!!!
但是补习后.........我的人生有了一个很大的转变.........~~
放学了.........6.15pm........我在楼下等车........我姐姐她 6.30pm 才放学,所以我就得等多以下.....
则到 6.45pm 了,我姐都还不见踪影.........我开始慌了/!!
车一直地停了又开走.........我身边的人也越来越少了..........剩下两个女生.......
她是个高高瘦瘦的女孩........长长的头发.........黑黑的.........看起来等的一脸不耐烦......所以她气冲冲地走去隔了一间店远的电话亭打电话..........远处正着急的我......也听到她骂对方的声音.......不过换成是我.......应该没那么理直气壮吧??!!
我心想.........应该是塞车吧........等到七点......如果还没来,才打电话吧!!~
我看着我的手表..........分针和秒针好像在赛跑一样.........没一会儿..........七点到了!
我忍不住了.......便去打电话给父母......问姐姐为什么还没来?? 我好害怕是发生了什么意外.........非常紧张!!~
其实,我真的好害怕.........因为我中一的时候.........曾经发生过非常可怕的过去.........导致我现在非常害怕一个人独自等车.........看见身边一个又一个走过的马来男人..........真的令我感到十分恐惧!!!
他们的眼神很诡异........不停地打量着我......手中拿着的烟蒂........吐出来的烟圈.........经过我身边时.......令我作呕!!!!!!! 更何况最后只剩下我一人..........顿时,我哭了.......眼泪含在眼里......不敢出声......不敢流出来.......~~ 我觉得我的呼吸变得很重.........忍得我快要喘不过气来!
我看看手表..........七点十五分了......我等了足足一个小时.........
我忍着的眼泪堆积在眼里..........多的模糊了我的视线........停在我眼前的车辆.........我已经没办法确定了.........我忍得好辛苦.........我站得好累...........我好想睡了!
突然我听见了熟悉的引擎声.........是我姐的车........绝没错!!!!!
我踩着乏力的脚印.........上了车...........我只感觉到很重的内疚味..........我姐拼命得跟我道歉....我没说话...........但忍了许久的眼泪......流了下来........
我并不是怪她.............而是我被吓哭了.........吓死了!
我的心停止了...........第二次!!~~
Thursday, January 22, 2009
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Tuesday, January 13, 2009
A black SpoT InsiDe My HeaRt~~
谢谢大家的支持...........我很震惊.............也非常的意外!!!!^^
我的部落格从一个孤立的世界...............仅有我自己的小世界.............扩张到大家也知道的评论地方.........虽然我很震惊...............但是我想.............我喜欢独自简单的写...........乱乱的写..........关于我的感觉.........情绪..........等等..........但也不希望让如此多的人在我的部落格上,看见这么多人在这里留下脚印+++haih./..............but nvm lah! As loNg as is still the same...........i write what i want to write........i display what i want to see.........i upload what i want to hear and i express what i want to tell IN MY OWN WAY!!!!!!!!!!! I Do liKe BloG***GamBatEH!!!!!!!!!
What i want to tell here??? i also quite blur..........maybe i should put a timetable here.......first!
MONDAY 2.00pm-5.00pm Band Practice
6.00pm-7.30pm English Tuition
Tuesday 2.30pm-5.30pm Malay Tuition
Wednesday 3.00pm-5.15pm Physics Tuition
6.00pm-7.30pm English Tuition
Thursday 3.00pm-5.00pm Chemistry Tuition
Friday 3.45pm-6.15pm Add Maths Tuition
Saturday 8.00am-1.00pm Band Practice
*****Sunday is the only day that is free! haha............But i still quite ok with this form 5 timetable.........i feel comfortable and appreciate what i got now...........!!~~Form 5 is a challenging year for all people.............even though now is only January..........but i always sense that SPM is just around the corner............maybe after Chinese New Year...............or maybe just after the March test..........after Mid-year test...........or just after Hantu day............or maybe is on 17th of november............??????? Really sO fAst.............Time FlieS wHEn We aRe haVing Fun............if dont want SPM to reach so fast.............so we better stop smilling from this second.............and dont have fun in this whole year.............haha!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~call us dont smile or laugh is more difficult than SPM lah,...........HEHE^^^^**
I like Green..................So put Back Ba~!!!
Erm...............I hope I can Cope With Form 5 Stress And Miss Heong's PressUre lah...........Today just let her punished..........very scare already!!!!!!! Hope I will Not ForgEt to bring Books,ForgEt to dO hoMewOrk..........And So On Lah!!!!!!!!! Maybe i should Write aBout My fear Feeling InsiDe the 周记...............haha!!!!!!! Attend Miss Heong Class Is A fEar Factor For me..............i Have Attended For 3 times already..............that means i have brek the record!!!!!!!! haha.........If i think i can,,,,,,,,,,i CAN^^^^so try to deal with the stress~~JIa YOu LIm QIn SHI~~
Maybe this is the last post for this month.............i said MA?YBE/.............haha! so dont try to spot my words ya!!!!!!! ok lah.............Thank You For Everyone of you that reads my blog and give me support.............either in physical or mental.............THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN^
我的部落格从一个孤立的世界...............仅有我自己的小世界.............扩张到大家也知道的评论地方.........虽然我很震惊...............但是我想.............我喜欢独自简单的写...........乱乱的写..........关于我的感觉.........情绪..........等等..........但也不希望让如此多的人在我的部落格上,看见这么多人在这里留下脚印+++haih./..............but nvm lah! As loNg as is still the same...........i write what i want to write........i display what i want to see.........i upload what i want to hear and i express what i want to tell IN MY OWN WAY!!!!!!!!!!! I Do liKe BloG***GamBatEH!!!!!!!!!
What i want to tell here??? i also quite blur..........maybe i should put a timetable here.......first!
MONDAY 2.00pm-5.00pm Band Practice
6.00pm-7.30pm English Tuition
Tuesday 2.30pm-5.30pm Malay Tuition
Wednesday 3.00pm-5.15pm Physics Tuition
6.00pm-7.30pm English Tuition
Thursday 3.00pm-5.00pm Chemistry Tuition
Friday 3.45pm-6.15pm Add Maths Tuition
Saturday 8.00am-1.00pm Band Practice
*****Sunday is the only day that is free! haha............But i still quite ok with this form 5 timetable.........i feel comfortable and appreciate what i got now...........!!~~Form 5 is a challenging year for all people.............even though now is only January..........but i always sense that SPM is just around the corner............maybe after Chinese New Year...............or maybe just after the March test..........after Mid-year test...........or just after Hantu day............or maybe is on 17th of november............??????? Really sO fAst.............Time FlieS wHEn We aRe haVing Fun............if dont want SPM to reach so fast.............so we better stop smilling from this second.............and dont have fun in this whole year.............haha!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~call us dont smile or laugh is more difficult than SPM lah,...........HEHE^^^^**
I like Green..................So put Back Ba~!!!
Erm...............I hope I can Cope With Form 5 Stress And Miss Heong's PressUre lah...........Today just let her punished..........very scare already!!!!!!! Hope I will Not ForgEt to bring Books,ForgEt to dO hoMewOrk..........And So On Lah!!!!!!!!! Maybe i should Write aBout My fear Feeling InsiDe the 周记...............haha!!!!!!! Attend Miss Heong Class Is A fEar Factor For me..............i Have Attended For 3 times already..............that means i have brek the record!!!!!!!! haha.........If i think i can,,,,,,,,,,i CAN^^^^so try to deal with the stress~~JIa YOu LIm QIn SHI~~
Maybe this is the last post for this month.............i said MA?YBE/.............haha! so dont try to spot my words ya!!!!!!! ok lah.............Thank You For Everyone of you that reads my blog and give me support.............either in physical or mental.............THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN^
Thursday, January 1, 2009
我认为这是结束.......但实际上这只是开始
今天是天灰灰的星期五........也是最奇怪的一天......
本以为昨天的部落格将是我最后一个邮件,突然我感觉想写多一点...........因为我想哭诉,haha..........其实今天有客人会到我家住2天........刚巧我会去我朋友家过夜.......因此，我不用看到我的大哥哥的朋友.........尽管他将留在我的房子为2天啦..........but also will not need to face "her" for so long.....haha! my jie jie is more cham than me..........need to face his friend.........haih!!!!!!
我想知道她是否是我大哥的女朋友............其实我的大哥刚刚和他的女朋友分手,,,,,,,,之后过了几天......then bring a girl back home to stay here.........this really make us feel weird............haih!!!!!!!
I thought christmas and new year will be the better days for couples or families..........somehow...........i dont know how..........my friend and my brother also just broke up with their life partner.........and the worst...........is until now i also have no BF...........haha!! joking~~haih...........why so cham geh???~~~!!! my friend broke up with her bf during christmas.......and my brother broke up with his gf during new year...........WHY WANT LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!!! 他们两个是我最看好的两对.................真的是让我大跌眼镜.........也让我看灰了世界..........但我知道爱仍将继续.................love will still go on...........也许他们跟我有相同对爱的看法................只要换一个方式的爱.............或许爱情会更加强大...............但我仍然希望有情人终成娟淑!!!!!!!! GAMBATEH~!!
HAha.........this maybe is my last ler gua?? because tomorrow i will not have time to write............maybe sunday still will write gua...........haha!!!~~HAPPY 2009 and Couples can In Love till tHe eNd Of The WorlD>......SaraNg HaEyO~^^
本以为昨天的部落格将是我最后一个邮件,突然我感觉想写多一点...........因为我想哭诉,haha..........其实今天有客人会到我家住2天........刚巧我会去我朋友家过夜.......因此，我不用看到我的大哥哥的朋友.........尽管他将留在我的房子为2天啦..........but also will not need to face "her" for so long.....haha! my jie jie is more cham than me..........need to face his friend.........haih!!!!!!
我想知道她是否是我大哥的女朋友............其实我的大哥刚刚和他的女朋友分手,,,,,,,,之后过了几天......then bring a girl back home to stay here.........this really make us feel weird............haih!!!!!!!
I thought christmas and new year will be the better days for couples or families..........somehow...........i dont know how..........my friend and my brother also just broke up with their life partner.........and the worst...........is until now i also have no BF...........haha!! joking~~haih...........why so cham geh???~~~!!! my friend broke up with her bf during christmas.......and my brother broke up with his gf during new year...........WHY WANT LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!!! 他们两个是我最看好的两对.................真的是让我大跌眼镜.........也让我看灰了世界..........但我知道爱仍将继续.................love will still go on...........也许他们跟我有相同对爱的看法................只要换一个方式的爱.............或许爱情会更加强大...............但我仍然希望有情人终成娟淑!!!!!!!! GAMBATEH~!!
HAha.........this maybe is my last ler gua?? because tomorrow i will not have time to write............maybe sunday still will write gua...........haha!!!~~HAPPY 2009 and Couples can In Love till tHe eNd Of The WorlD>......SaraNg HaEyO~^^
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